the place i want to go.

Monday, July 31, 2006

sept:
i going to taiwan.
huiyi going to malaysia.
(LOL. pls dun care about me.)

just now i couldn't find the file for tmr vb.net written test.
so i asked jaclyn to send me.

then i was looking at cisco stuff.
who noes, i attention for that is so short.

and that agnes came and tell me about kat-tun / arashi utawara performance.
so i went to watch.

kat-tun performance the medley(six senses signal real face)
before i watched the performance, i got the audio file.
then i thought
they only perform six senses.
so i played the six senses(utawara live) and the next song will be scandal in my itunes list.
but the next song after six senses was signal ,then i thought my itunes spoilt.
keeping jumping to signal after the utawara live.
hehe.

so now, i m going to watch arashi utatwara performance.
then back to my study.

ARGH. i just know that arashi went to taiwan today.
think just for a few hours.
coz i saw another news report is that they went 3 cities today.
taipei, macau and (i dun noe where) to promotion, i think.
i m in singapore.
sob.

ok, end here.

7/31/2006 11:14:00 PM

just got two good news from ada.
tmr dun need meet and do project.
and networking porject presentation is on thurs instead of tues.
yeah.
then tmr i can at least rest a bit, then study a bit for cisco exam( tues).

think wed got jap written test! i still considering of taking jap next sem, but this time have to pay school fee~
there s.a.d mock test on fri which will contain %.
still so many work to be done.

just back from work.
change all managers, and change a few sups.
now only left siti , amos, banu.
but is use to last time management, although got fierce hirman.
=((

things never get better,
but seem to be worse.
but i feel of letting be, not going to work hard and change.
booooooooooooooooooooooo.
hate me ba.
hEhe~

i want go shopping.
go dating with huiyi again last sat.
=)
so many tempting stuffs to get but just no money and mood.
so i m going to save.

one of the b*tches bday coming.
crazy num, crazy chen yi and crazy cjh.
(ignore what i said.)

ok, end here.

7/31/2006 12:12:00 AM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

been so busy this last few days, including today.

or izzit i always push all the things needed to do to night and start rushing.

since the unix presentation till now,
there so many projects to be complete, test to study.

i really need a rest.

now, is also last minutes rushing for database project.
and now
unix assignment 2
vb.net lab test 2
jap role-play
jap e-assesment
networking lab test

but there still have a lot more to come.
and we know the exam timetable
21,23,25 Aug 2006.
less than a month to go.

tmr gonna do database presentation.

today finally get to meet my 3 buddies~
yeah.
what's more can i said?
[love.love.]
eat chicken chop, n fried chicken n fried chicken
=.="

and
there one more thing to mention
[coffeebean,*num-ing are never nice when the 3 bi*ches are not around.]

SLEEPYTIRED
wanted to sleep early.
EAT LESS
stop eating so much.
and i want to get a weighting machine pls.
LOL.

ok, end here.

7/26/2006 11:46:00 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

now is 2.37am.

however i m blogging about 23/7/2006.

huiyi wanted to go shopping coz gss is going to end soon.
but in the end, agnes peifen not free.
then i decied to study. so no one going.

BUT, huiyi msged me and asked me want go shopping or not.
because
1.i in no mood to study.
2.not working tmr
3.wanted to get some stuffs.
so i met her and goes we go.

started from cine, heeren, take, wisma, to far east.
sat, so town is very pack.

then huiyi keep telling me "jap guy there", "he is japanese?"
but all like not.

huiyi got 2shoes/heels.
and i got one heels for my formal wear.
maybe i will wear the heels if i get my side a side carry bag.

went to long john to have our late dinner.
talked a lot.

*is our first date, only both of us.
although we got chatted in phone for very long before.
hehe.

and there still a lot of thing i havent got .

signal single (kat-tun)
arashic (arashi)
jean
tees
canvas shoes
bag.

hehe.

ok, end here.

7/23/2006 02:43:00 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

what done is done. or was done.
so there will be no much changes.

oh.. stress time coming.
so many tests, so many quizes and all project need to be sumit.
crazy..
today finally, last mins, managed to get the sem project going.
all done except for password case sensitive.
all thank to alvin(this smart guy) and classmates(of coz!).
all struggling.

really hard work.

and today during lunch break,
saw this cute guy, we always called him "small face"
coz he face very small and we don't noe him.
But he very cute.
"cute guy run in cute way"
=))
hehe.

then during lab lesson,
went to have photgraph taking session with jaclyn, sharon , ada, joanne, boon and keith..
=.="
all bcoz of boon.
he wearing formal and want to take pic.
but i look so round in every pic... booooooooo.
LOL.

and mr xu, do u need to laugh until so kua zhang and face so red?
is that really so funny?
LOL?

jaclyn is falling deeply~

ok, agnes this special for u.
do u all noe, agnes just cant stop mentioning about him.
he surname is chen.
and of coz not CHEN YI.
is
is..

guess?

is.

CHEN SHU CHENG.

she keep mentioning about him..
since the day she saw him.
=XXXXXXXXXXXX

ok, end here.

7/22/2006 12:30:00 AM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

i was working on 100X100 on photoshop
coz too long never play and i saw those fantastic tutorial.
when i happily finish doing one.

i got to noe something from ada and jaclyn.
hmm, the ada's thing that i get to noe, after reading , i really got nth in mind.
dun noe what to reply. and really no feeling.
feel so blank suddenly.
but ada, is really nvm .
i dun have any hard feeling against u at all.really.

(not about the thing)
and i noe u are feeling "that" way, coz i can see. but i got try but sometime, i feel that the other side have more topic to talk and play around.

then jaclyn ,
i dun noe u will also feel "that" way too...

after reading and knowing all this.

i felt really upset.
*cry
and think i m the one who need to apologise to u all ba.
coz i m the one who somehow indirectly or direct neglected u all feeling.
sorry.

just cant stop the water appearing inside my eyes.

i also been thinking a lot.

i think i need annie the most now.

ok, end here.

7/20/2006 12:22:00 AM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

tired. lazy.

this 2 words = me.
tmr gonna go to work, i just feel very sian.
is all because lazy.
but i keeping telling myself.
no work = no money.

last sun, instead of earning $50, i spend the $50 away.
so must go work.

lazy me.

thinking of all the project deadline, i m damm tired.
next wed, going to do presentation for unix.
need to wear formal wear.
~~i wan to get myself a new shoes or heels for formal wear.~~

just now went to chen yi's wretch.
he updated.
he blog about the sin n misa trip.
huiyi's was damm excited.

but whenever, i heard or see the word "Taiwan".
i will be a bit angry, upset and envy.
sept, ARASHI going to hold concert there.
and we(singapore), can actually buy the tix from mise e*clusive.

but even i had the money to buy the concert tix.
i need money to buy the air tix too.

MATSUMOTO JUN !

and another country is JAPAN.
which always make me feel angrt, upset and envy.
BECAUSE

we never get to have this type of train.

we never get to have this huge poster hanging or displaying on the street or shopping mall.
although we had 2 (akame) quite big docomo posters in mise e*clusive.

hmmm. we do not have the handphone too.

and of coz, we don't get to see him on the street in Singapore. =XXXXXXXXXXXX

hehe.

as others told me, we cannot compare singapore with japan and taiwan.
singapore market is too small.
the only way i can do now is plan early, save money.
booooooooooo.

and is sleeping time.

ok, end here.

7/16/2006 12:59:00 AM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

about chen yi's trip in singapore.
although now he is back in taiwan.

there a news article about him in singapore.
AND us08 is mentioned.
LOL.
unbelieveable.

last few days of school,
instead of waking up at 6.30am to attend 8am lesson.
i had slept half an hour more.
and on last thur, i slept one hour more.
and i was 1 hour late for my lab.

however, agnes still the winner.
8am lesson, she woke p at 11.40am and msg us she just woke up.

and today, vb.net lesson only got 2 excerise.
and the class ended early.
and i think my vb.net lab test no hope.

hmmmm..

dun noe what to say.

~~i was thinking, (because of ada and jaclyn, they led me~~
to go think a lot)
so...
what happen (IF ONLY) when i actually found out my ~~friend~~ did or said something not so nice to behind my back.

those hurtful thing.
answer: i oso dun noe.

-forgive and forget?
-lost the friend ?

aiyo.
hehe.

she feel hurt, u feel hurt, i feel hurt.

ok, end here.

7/15/2006 02:19:00 AM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

finally for the update.
i m still very sleepy everyday.
havent recover the tiredness due to the every 5days chasing of chen yi.

msn messenger, even live messenger cant get to sign in.

and today the
vb.net lab test = dead.
damm.
so difficult and yet the teacher said the lab test is same as last sem one.
sian..
then project deadline coming soon too.
argh.

hmm. i m too lazy to recall or blog about chen yi trip.
if wish to know, go to agnes or huiyi 's blog.*(their blog link can be found on my link.)
they will blog out but think give them a few more days.
hehe.

but i really not chen yi 's crazy fan.
LOL.

but i am going to post some pics of him in Sinagpore.

hehe. he trying to be a robber.
and even told us " ba dong xi na chu lai"

at the airport.
hmm, he looks chubby in the second pic, maybe i never take the pic well.
but i m impress , my hp camera!

i hope no one steal my pic as there no watermark except for the 1st one.
lazy to make.
pls dun steal and claim as yours.
boooooooooo if u did.
LOL.

AND NOW FOR SOMETHING
WHO CAN BRIGHTEN UP MY LIFE..?!

yeah. he surely do.
JIN LOOKS GREAT IN SIGNAL PV.

hehe.

there another pics , i will post another time.

and here translation of I'll be with you (by kat-tun ) in English.

You keep your wounded heart secret
You're smiling, so you're strong... right ?

Whenever it're night, I will hold you
That time, your sadness melted away

Now you've done your best, it's okay to shed your tears
Don't say a word, I will be with you

Times like these, they're insecure
Almost everything starts to abandon you　
However long the night is
No matter what, morning will come

In time, even tears will
Break into a single smile
Don't already lose your way, I will be with you

Don't lose your wishes
With the dreams you are starting to forget
Remember, in your most treasured thoughts
Happiness is next to you

the song lycris is simple and sweet.
found this at livejournal
http://community.livejournal.com/kattunlove/615723.html

one more thing.
i m going to stop myself from eating so much.
i m gaining a lot of weight.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
feel so ..not well.
maybe doing some excerise will help?

ok, end here.

7/12/2006 11:42:00 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

something interesting.

spotted anything familiar?

here come the answer.

LOL.

and one more different one.

those poster are like everywhere and so huge.
do co mo really spending lots of money.

and 2 pics, (not the closeup one) are a girl she watching a dorama and found.
so she screen caps .

hehe.

today, waste my morning time.
then went to school.
bumped into cindy on tb mrt station.so go school together.
got ourselves sits at train.
and we slept from raffles to yck.

after school, go home.
then huiyi called asked me go hotel , coz they waiting for chen yi.
he zhao.. again.
but all of us were damm tired.

dun noe why, i find idol chasing more and more not fun.
is like last time, when chasing is a very happy thing.
happy time.
but now so .......
maybe last time, just started chasing.
then will get "HIGH" very easily.

ok, think i havent done this.

7 random facts abt me:
head big, short,chubby,chinese, xmas,noisy,=))

7things dat scares me:
scary movie, durian, scary people,cockroach,"fake" people,

7 random music at da moment:
signal(kat-tun), real face(kat-tun), tonight(nan quan ma ma), cherish(news),
素晴らしき世界(arashi),サクラ咲ケ(arashi), GOLD(kat-tun)

7 things i like most:
cookery stuffs, anime, jpop, akanishi jin, mastumoto jun, pasta, photoshop-ing(100X100)

7 things i say most:
i dun noe, not sure, anything,sleepy, cute, huh, ok

7 ppl to do tis:
sharon, ada, jaclyn, jiawen, annie, anica, jiayi

isgoing to 4am soon.
actually i still wan to play photoshop, but i think is time to sleep.
tmr still muz go see chen yi.. *dun feel like going, got a sian feeling. =XXXXXXX*

ok, end here

7/08/2006 03:10:00 AM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

oh. is a tiring day.
skipped one lecture and jap lesson today.
coz was watching germany vs italy match.

then after that, went to eat
and meet up with huiyi they all go chase mr sincere.
LOL.

what to say about him?
hmmm.. he don't have the idol feeling or status.
is like those boy-next-door.
or like in school, those Good-looking guy.
ya, he is tall , his height is 179cm. believe now.
and thin.

hmmmm..

massu and jin bday on 4 july.
althought a 2 days ago.
and jiayi bday on 5 july.
happy bday.

now for some pics of
AKANISHI.

those huge, really huge posters of Jin-docomo are found everywhere in japan.
the second one is at shibuya.
arghH!

i can only get to see pic of the poster..

ok, end here.

7/06/2006 01:24:00 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

sat.
argh. england lose.
lampard and gerrard missed the penalty shots.
and the 4th penalt shots is by carragher.
he scored.
by the refree asked him to retake, then he missed.
the refree muz be bribe by portugal =XXXXXXXXX.
eat money.
opps.

i came online only to know the score of the match.
just came back from bbq.
is nice seeing my 4G class.
2 Years already.
and last 2 weeks, was gathering with annie, anica and jiayi.
my best buddies.
BUT they are 4H.

need to go to sleep already.
tmr still need to work.

hmmmmm.
not sure why i keep thinging of that thing.
but is just that i cannot imagine that.
i keeping telling myself she may have her reasons.

but recalled some others thing, my thinking
changes.

i know, sometime we can or will be
frickle minded.

actually don't like this , or said this
but after sometime, will like or start doing the things
i do.
i remember last time i said i dun like FLAME.
but as time goes, i like FLAME.

so i m giving myself time and also the person time.

sun.
actually that thing don't bother me much.
is just that the same thing somehow appear 2 times.
that will make me think more.

i keep believing got reasons one.

just now when to sharon's blog.
really don't judge a person by the look, i got something to comment.

this suddenly gave me a scare
why a person can change so much when the enviroment or people around is different.
big change.

just back from work.
tiring.

and i just knew that rooney got red card, beckham injury, brazil out of world cup final.
i m so not updated.

and now i found out that beckham stepped down as England captain.
he had been England's captain from 2000.
so around 6 years.
AND that time i m aware of him becoming England's captain.
and that was also the time when i was really into soccer, esp epl.
hehe, that was when i was pri 6.
is like so fast, because beckham as the England's capatin to me is like not long ago thing.

plus 1 sad thing
sat match was the last match ,Sven-Goran Eriksson in charge.
remembered that time before Sven-Goran Eriksson took charge.
England in almost every friendly matches = cannot win.
and Sven-Goran Eriksson took England to quarter final of last Euro cup and this year world cup.
i really like him.

*edited.
post for 2 days.
sat and sun.
is a bit messy.

ok, end here.

7/02/2006 01:57:00 AM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

oh. i heard "GOAL" "GOAL" again.
ok, i go check who score.

Germany vs Argentina
0 : 1
now is 76 mins.

oh.

ok, today after vn.net lab.
went to eat mac.
as there plenty of time before the next lab.
we started playing blowing little-tiny veg to a piece of tissue to 2 pieces of tissues to one small ball of tissue.
really too free right.
then saw ada n jaclyn 's fav ben lookalike.

then went for s.a.d lab.
get to know our test grade.
so unbelieveable, i got A.
but cannot be too happy with that.
still got final exam.

Ok, cut in awhile.
i heard "GOAL" again
KLOSE scored for Germany.
he really a very incredible striker.
Ballack and Borowski oso did their part for the goal too.
now 1:1
80mins.

i thought anthony that the match will end up draw, then must kick extra times.
but i cannot tell who will win this match.

now continue..

and i now really really believe that sometime something will suddenly appear out of no where.
or better phrase to "is so unbelieveable, ~~unimagineable~~"
the feeling can be so good
or not so good.
but y let us find out?

and now i m doing update of ger vs arg match for sharon using
msg-ing.
end of secondhalf.
draw, both team
1:1
i m right.
hehe.

tmr got england vs portugal.
and got sec school gathering(my sec 4G class), long time no see them.
during that 2 weeks holiday, was meeting up with anica , annie and jiayi.

first half extra time had started.

hmmm, i m not providing the match update here.
hehe.
and i put font colours.

and sharon requested for clearer pics of docomo hp. so here ~

is the FOMA 902i

these are the newest series 9.

arrgh. those poster are so beautiful.
i heard and saw pics that in Japan street, there are huge really huge do co mo poster everywhere. and the do co mo cm are playing like millions of times on the tv.
i love the hp.

and ok, end here.

7/01/2006 12:33:00 AM